someone else saying it for me...

these are the lyrics to the song zzyzx rd. by stone sour. it pretty much sums it up. it's always nice when someone can kind of say it for you... which is why music is crucial. without music, there is nothing...

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep but I can't see straight

My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to run now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I've gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through

Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go